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My Dark Vanessa Read & Download à 104 ô ✅ [PDF / Epub] ☉ My Dark Vanessa By Kate Elizabeth Russell ⚣ – An instant New York Times and Sunday Times bestseller'A package of dynamite' Stephen King‘Powerful compulsive brilliant’ Marian Keyes‘Takes a grip on the reader and never lets go’ Hilary Mante AAn instant New York Times and Sunday Times bestseller'A package of dynamite' My Dark Kindle Stephen King‘Powerful compulsive brilliant’ Marian Keyes‘Takes a grip on the reader and never lets go’ Hilary MantelAn era defining novel about the relationship between a fifteen year old girl and her teacherALL HE DID WAS FALL IN LOVE WITH ME AND THE WORLD TURNED HIM INTO A MONSTER. My Dark Vanessa is the harrowing tale of fifteen year old Vanessa Wye’s relationship with her forty five year old English teacher Jacob Strane and the lasting impact it has on her life It also examines themes of consent coercion and manipulation and asks what is it that makes someone a victim It also forces the reader to look at their own preconceptions and the prejudices that are often found when these situations come to lightThe story is told from Vanessa’s perspective both as an adult and teenager In both timelines she is under Strane’s spell and believes it was a great love affair rather than abuse But when another of Strane’s former students claims he abused her Vanessa is forced to reconsider if it was really love and whether she was a willing participant in a loving relationship or a victim of abuseKate Elizabeth Russell has written a novel that is powerful compelling timely and thought provoking Eighteen years in the making it feels like this story has come at the perfect time with the rise of the #MeToo movement and the increasing number of victims who are finding the strength to vocalise their experiences She addresses the nuances of this movement the pressure put on victims to come forward even if they aren’t ready and the way the tide can turn so uickly in how they are portrayedThis isn’t an easy read The book contained some graphic nauseating and unsettling scenes of what I consider to be abuse and a number of times I had to put down the book and stop reading for a while After one particularly distressing scene I was left feeling utterly broken with tears running down my face At these times I was especially glad that I was reading this as a buddy read as I was able to talk through my feelings with my reading buddyIt has been said that Vanessa is an unlikeable character and it’s true she’s not particularly warm or bubbly but I think the decision to make her so complex made the story all the compelling and real Victims of any kind of abuse often don’t see what is happening for a long time if at all and Vanessa wouldn’t have begun her affair with Strane if it had been obvious to her Reading her desperation to be noticed and loved by him as she was unwittingly groomed was heartbreaking In her adult years we see the immense damage he has done to her psyche her unwillingness to see the truth and tear down the house of straw she’s built in her mind and heart I couldn’t help but wonder if she would ever be able to healThe real unlikeable character was the manipulative predatory and vile Strane But even he has layers to his character and has an awareness that what he wants and does is wrong He tells himself it’s true love that they are soulmates that she is in control and sets himself boundaries These are all designed to negate the wrong he is doing and reassure himself that he can’t help it and that he is being ‘good’ The tragic part about Strane is that I think he truly believes these things; even when he’s saying the most awful things to scare her into complying or saying it to another girl I think in his mind it’s actually all true This made him someone I detested but also as much as it pains me to say this pitied very slightly He was a sad and pathetic man but also a loathsome predator and there were so many times I wanted to reach into the book and do him actual physical harm for what he did to VanessaMy Dark Vanessa is the most dark and disturbing fiction book I have ever read But it is also a well written story that offers an insight on the intricacies of the dynamic between an abuser and their victim and on the #MeToo movement filled with characters situations and emotions that many will recognise Just be prepared for a distressing read

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E of thatForced to rethink her past to revisit everything that happened Vanessa has to redefine the great love story of her life – her great sexual awakening – as rape Now she must deal with the possibility that she might be a victim and just one of manyNuanced uncomfortable bold and powerful My Dark Vanessa goes straight to the heart of some of the most complex issues of our ag. 'My Dark Vanessa' by Kate Elizabeth Russell is a devastating novel written with brutal honesty and agonizing emotion I finished this book with tears in my eyes and an ache in my heart a heaviness in my soul for all that this fictional character and many many women before her had experienced I went into this novel with only a vague idea of Vanessa's story I came out of it shaken weak and entirely drained as if the very pages had taken me for every ounce of emotion I had This is a book unlike any other I've read It moved mountains within me and shook me to my core The only thing I'm sure of is that I didn't come out of this book unscathedIn 'My Dark Vanessa' readers are witness to the development of a disturbing relationship between student and teacher An almost thirty year age gap between them Vanessa is just fifteen years old when she attends her first American Literature class with forty two year old teacher Jacob Strane It is in this classroom where something dangerous and depraved is discovered and this something goes on to contaminate every part of Vanessa and her life as the years pass byRussell chooses to take the reader back and forth between the past and the present in this novel thus providing an insight into the beginning of Vanessa's time in Strane's classroom but also a look at Vanessa now as an adult I feel this is the best possible way for the author to tell Vanessa's story In order for readers to truly understand I feel it's only right for Russell to take us back to the very start and lead us onwards from there It opens Vanessa's world up to us in a way that allows no secrets and we are witness to Vanessa's development as the plot progresses In the present day Strane is under scrutiny as claims are surfacing from another woman who like Vanessa is a previous student Taking social media by storm Vanessa can only watch as the man she believed she loved and who she believed loved her back is accused of the very thing she experienced herself but by someone elseThis is an extraordinary take on an incredibly sensitive and taboo topic It's no secret that Russell is a beautiful writer and in this instance heart breakingly so Her descriptions are so powerful they only intensify the discomfort felt throughout The author truly captures the sheer emotional turmoil felt by Vanessa as she looks back at the time she spent with Strane and the things she thought she knew This is not an easy book to read There are many scenes I found unbearable and I'm certain that if you've read this book too then you'll know instantly the scenes I'm referring to without me having to say anything else It's an eye opening frightening & gut wrenching story and I'm still reeling now It's one of those I feel you really need to let settle in your mind because there is just so much to consider while reading it Vanessa's story evokes anger fear confusion and disgust but on the other side of that sadness heartache and grief for a girl who thought she was adored when it was something else entirely Russell brings forth many many matters that we are only too aware of in our society today which I think make this novel all the compelling'My Dark Vanessa' is a stand out thought provoking and deeply disturbing novel there's no doubt about it I found it impossible to put down and even long after I finished reading it it continued to brew in my mind and pull up numerous uestions and considerations Even now I'm thinking about Vanessa Wye fictional or not She is a character who will stay with me for a long long time This novel is receiving a five out of five rating from me I can't wrap my head around this being a debut It was phenomenal truly

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My Dark VanessaVanessa Wye was fifteen years old when she first had sex with her English teacherShe is now thirty two and in the storm of allegations against powerful men in the teacher Jacob Strane has just been accused of sexual abuse by another former studentVanessa is horrified by this news because she is uite certain that the relationship she had with Strane wasn't abuse It was love She's sur. Very disappointed with this book most of it is a lot of uncomfortable flashbacks to a child being groomed and sexually abused and gaslit and not in a thought provoking way or a way that gets justified but just overly detailed descriptions of a horrible abusive life